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What is true, and what is false?

All the worlds he had experienced.

The vivid faces of those he met, the touching stories from long ago.

Rivers, lakes, seas, mountains, and gentle breezes.

Love, hate, passion, and grudges; eternal quests for immortality.

Heroes and cowards, saints and sinners...

Were these all mere illusions?

At first, Qiao Sidi was bewildered.

If everything in this world is illusory, then what meaning do the countless beings who are deceived have in their lives?

Their cherished martial arts techniques and cultivation realms would be meaningless if time were to reset; they'd have to start from scratch.

Death, which they feared so much, would no longer be the end of life but merely a new beginning.

This was such a bitter reality.

During that period of confusion, Qiao Sidi lost interest in everything.

Even at one point, he actively spread the idea that this world was false.

He thought it might attract attention from external "observers" and finally find salvation.

What Qiao Sidi didn't expect was that no one believed him. Instead, they mocked his claims.

If this world is indeed illusory, then what should be done?

"If we can deceive the senses, it means the rules of this false world must mirror those of the real one outside."

"Construct a flawless new world..."

"To achieve such a feat would be akin to creating the world itself. The notion of truth and falsehood becomes irrelevant."

"Exactly, there is truth within the illusion. Even if all beings are illusory, the foundation that governs their existence might not be!"

"Speaking of this, I recall the Mythical Derivation Sect's transformation stones. It’s said each moment contains countless worlds self-generating. What wonders lie in those fleeting worlds?"

...

Collective wisdom.

The discussions among cultivators pointed Qiao Sidi towards a path.

From then on, his goal was clear: no longer pursuing cultivation realms but instead delving into array formations, prohibitions, and derivation techniques.

Cultivation achievements couldn't be carried over from one life to the next, but memories could.

Qiao Sidi hoped that with time, he would accumulate enough knowledge to find a flaw in this "false world."

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The idea was noble. But putting it into practice proved difficult.

Initially, Qiao Sidi's skills in these offbeat disciplines indeed improved rapidly.

He quickly moved from complete ignorance to basic proficiency.

But when he sought deeper understanding, he realized the extent of the cultivation realm's monopoly on such knowledge.

Ordinary sects could only teach the most rudimentary techniques. The Alliance of Ten Thousand Immortals had even fewer resources.

To truly gain mastery, one needed to enter the Daoist Ten Sects.

Yet how could a mediocre cultivator like him find his way into these sacred gates?

In ancient times, this was still true; it became even more challenging after sects were destroyed and cultivation declined.

Only in worlds where the Immortal Network descended or the Alliance unified did suitable learning environments exist.

If only that were so. Qiao Sidi believed he would continue to progress over time, eventually finding a way out of this world.

But...

After experiencing 9,999 worlds,

Qiao Sidi didn't reincarnate into a new one but found himself in an endless ocean.

There, he witnessed a scene that left him forever scarred.

Countless souls packed tightly together. From above, faces seemed to be sleeping.

In the sea, whirlpools formed as millions of souls churned and collided, some breaking apart while others absorbed fragments, becoming more refined.

It was like a long needle stirring his mind, causing dizziness and pain.

What shocked Qiao Sidi even more was that he discovered certain memories in his soul were slowly fading away amidst the waves of resentment.

Despair filled him as he lost consciousness.

When his "true self" memory returned, he had no idea how many cycles had passed since then.

Despite losing most of his memories, key information like the "false world" and the "ocean of vengeful souls" remained deeply etched in his soul.

"It seems to prevent other souls from awakening their reincarnation memories; they clean us periodically."

"In these cleansings, I lose much of my memory."

"If I accumulate knowledge too slowly, I'll never find a way out."

After calculating, Qiao Sidi reached this conclusion.

Despite that, he didn't give up easily.

Having seen so many things, Qiao Sidi understood: with enough iterations, anything could happen.

Like him, who couldn't possibly retain memories from each life.

But it did.

Qiao Sidi waited and watched.

After several cleansings in the ocean of vengeful souls, he finally found an opportunity.

It was a highly advanced world called "Eternal Immortal Realm."

Here, people lived for thousands of years without cultivation. There were great existences like the Spirit Tower that released pure energy continuously.

More importantly, any knowledge—techniques, formations, alchemy...

Everything could be queried and learned freely in the Spirit Tower with no restrictions.

Seeing the vast information within the Spirit Tower, Qiao Sidi trembled.

He knew his escape method was hidden there.

Thus, he studied tirelessly for 3,658 years without leaving the Spirit Tower.

Although he was far from understanding the false world fully,

Qiao Sidi finally saw hope.

After experiencing thousands of lifetimes, when he awoke from another cleansing,

Qiao Sidi discovered that due to his soul's increased resilience, this time fewer memories were lost compared to before.

This gave him renewed confidence.

He continued accumulating knowledge and experience, waiting for the next visit to the Eternal Immortal Realm...

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When Qiao Sidi visited the Eternal Immortal Realm for the ninth time,

at the end of his life, he finally uncovered the secret of this world.

It was a false world centered around some derivation artifact.

Most beings in this world were virtual. Only a few had real souls.

And he, Qiao Sidi, was one of those million souls.

"The limits of derivation."

"This means there are gaps in time here."

"Every smallest gap is an opportunity for me to escape."

"Of course, to avoid detection, it's best during the world's reset."

Standing atop the Spirit Tower, Qiao Sidi looked up at the sky and silently thought.

With his remaining life, he began preparing.

When his life ended in darkness, Qiao Sidi awoke from his slumber.

He sensed that fleeting opportunity, like a thin thread breaking through the barrier.

He imagined the outside world countless times, even facing potential observers.

But Qiao Sidi never expected the "outside" to be so cold and vast.

His soul, which he thought was already powerful, was under threat as it faced the chill.

It seemed it would vanish in an instant.

Worse still, a strange noise came from the light behind him—some kind of alarm.

Drifting aimlessly, Qiao Sidi observed his surroundings.

"Is this a museum..."

He fell silent.

His world was merely an exhibit here.

Strong auras approached.

The vastness of the universe offered no hiding place.

Qiao Sidi finally felt true despair.

Then...

He saw a human skull in the center of the museum.

It stood there quietly, as if watching him.

From the skull, Qiao Sidi felt warmth.

When everyone rejected him, it showed him kindness.

Like a mother's embrace, tears welled up in his eyes.

As his soul was about to dissipate,

Qiao Sidi used his last strength and entered the skull.

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