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第1734章 同心为解惑

No matter how powerful the past self was, once he decided to make a "change," he had already vanished from existence.

Currently, what was sealed within Truly Real was not true consciousness. Instead, it was based on an immense amount of memory data—experience.

The owner of these memories originally belonged to Li Fan. Thus, upon initial contact, they flowed uncontrollably into his mind. However, because the past Li Fan had grown to an unimaginable degree, even with his existence fading away, his long-lasting memories could still react like true intentions towards various situations in the external world.

When faced with suitable and important paths, he would feel hungry and consume them. When encountering致命 crises, he would warn him. Even when meeting old friends from past battles, he would greet them.

But ultimately, he no longer existed; only instinctive reactions based on his vast memories remained.

Thus, upon realizing that his current strength was not yet sufficient to fully accept the past experiences, he decisively cut off contact.

Li Fan returned to reality. "Friend Daoist Fan, do you feel any unusual sensations? Why does it seem like your mind is agitated?"

"What happened?"

Almost instantly, Li Fan received warm greetings from Shouchou Gong and Dao De.

Only then did he realize that even under the influence of the Xuanji Ring's 'harmonious minds,' no one had noticed his meeting with his past self.

"Clearly indicating that my former strength far surpassed the Three Sages. Even with just a stack of memories, I can ignore the Xuanji Ring's harmony rules."

Li Fan wasn't particularly surprised by this. After all, even if the Three Sages were at their peak, they still only practiced within the Sea and Mountains. Li Fan had countless cycles of rebirths.

"Though we share harmonious minds, I can now selectively block certain memories on my own."

"I can deceive others but not myself. Isn't that naturally advantageous?"

In an instant, Li Fan's eyes narrowed as he thought about this.

"But in this situation, there’s no need to hide from Shouchou Gong and Dao De."

After a moment of contemplation, Li Fan decided to share his recent experiences with them.

Soon after...

Shouchou Gong exclaimed, "I originally thought that carrying Truly Real and repeatedly coming back was already extraordinary. But I never expected a more convoluted past."

"The Sea and Mountains have been destroyed countless times before."

"Having you here is truly a blessing for the Sea and Mountains!"

Dao De was equally stunned: "To be able to share harmonious minds with Friend Daoist Fan, we would die content."

Li Fan hummed, "I don't think it's that great. If he really succeeded in saving the Sea and Mountains, there would be no end to the praise. But every time ending in failure—what’s the difference between repeating this countless times versus once?"

Shouchou Gong and Dao De exchanged glances, unsure how to respond.

"Alright, let's not dwell on the past for now. I really need your help with something."

"I have a few doubts that remain unresolved."

"The first is that even though I'm certain, I still hesitate. Was my past self truly gone? Or was it some thought imposed upon me? Could there be any hidden tricks left in me, waiting to strike when I finally succeed?"

"The second question concerns the origin of my keen intuition. I've finally found an answer, but the source of infinite spirituality remains unknown. I can only sense that my past self wasn't uncertain about this matter and didn’t try to explain it to me. Is infinite spirituality truly endless? Or is it a result of countless cycles of rebirth?"

"And as for the third point—saving the world first saves oneself, what does that mean exactly?"

Li Fan spoke openly and honestly, laying out all his doubts without reservation.

This was him. Even if he were his past self, even if the other party appeared great, noble, and sacred, he would still not easily trust them. He would always question things when necessary.

Under the 'harmonious minds' rule, Shouchou Gong and Dao De already knew Li Fan's character and weren't surprised. They began to think seriously about his questions.

After a long while, Shouchou Gong slowly said, "Regarding the first point, my judgment aligns with Dao De. Your past self should indeed no longer exist."

"By exhausting all possibilities and finding no way out, one must take a desperate gamble—slashing the old self and creating a new life. It's as if re-creating the heavens and earth. This is seeking possibility in impossibility. If there were any hidden tricks..."

"...leading to failure at critical moments, rendering past efforts futile. Wouldn't that be all for naught? Given your past self’s thoughtfulness and character, he wouldn’t make such meaningless actions."

Li Fan nodded slightly.

Of course, he wasn't entirely convinced by Shouchou Gong's words. Even if he himself doubted it, how could Shouchou Gong not be influenced?

But for now, it was just a comfort.

Shouchou Gong understood this and quickly moved on to Li Fan’s second question: "Regarding the origin of infinite spirituality, I have two guesses."

"The first is that it's an inherent trait brought by your journey. This characteristic allowed your past self to achieve such admirable experiences. Otherwise, merely being a spirit born within the Sea and Mountains, trying to escape its cycle... even the Three Sages might struggle."

"As for my second guess, it stems from what you said about your past self having no doubts about the origin of infinite spirituality. If it were due to the journey, he would not understand the reason. Unless, he knows some memories that you don’t, witnessing the source of infinite spirituality during his journey. Given his character, such an important matter wouldn't be hidden from him. Since he didn't say anything, we can assume it's not there. Thus, we must infer that infinite spirituality might come from countless cycles of rebirth."

Shouchou Gong seemed to see Li Fan repeatedly saving the Sea and Mountains, only for everything to fail, before starting anew.

He looked with admiration and a sense of longing.

"It’s not just his own accumulation but also possibly the entire Sea and Mountains," Dao De added.

"Oh? How so?" Li Fan asked.

"When the Sea and Mountains were destroyed, true spirits accumulated. The Sea and Mountains rose from true and false paths in the void. The nature of these accumulated spirits remains unknown. If they return to a new Sea and Mountains, this guess doesn’t hold. But if the Sea and Mountains reappear without relying on past spirits..."

"...then it could explain where your infinite true spirit comes from."

"It’s remnants left behind during each cycle," Dao De said slowly.

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