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第1712章 还真的真相

The void anchored for one year.

When Li Fan finally awoke, his eyes were initially blank and disoriented. Then came the scenes of Senior Zhuang, the behind-the-scenes machinations, and endless soul draining... wave after wave like a flood.

The feeling of his body being drained still lingered even after the true nature of "True Self" had been revealed to him. His pupils constricted sharply.

"True Self!"

Li Fan shouted in his mind, not to activate True Self again but to confront it and demand an explanation. However, True Self remained silent as always.

Though Li Fan was frustrated, he quickly calmed down.

"Reflecting on it, all the previous instances of True Self were probably no different from this one."

"The only difference is that I fell asleep during most of those times, but this time, I fully witnessed the process while remaining conscious."

"...True Self has attached itself to me and won't leave. It must have a reason."

"But what could that reason be..."

The corners of Li Fan's mouth twitched.

But after much experience, he was no longer just an impulsive young man driven by passion alone.

True Self seemed inseparable from him, but the same went for him with True Self.

"Even if I waste my days doing nothing, True Self will still activate. I suffer the consequences of being drained..."

After careful consideration, Li Fan reluctantly accepted this reality.

The resistance in his heart gradually dissipated.

"Thanks to Senior Zhuang's reminder, I gained a clearer understanding of how True Self operates. But it has only raised more questions..."

"The theory behind True and False Realms suggests that they can create the world from scratch. What purpose does draining my infinite true essence serve?"

"To recreate the world?"

"My true essence is infinite, but where did it come from?"

Li Fan stretched his hand out, feeling his ordinary body.

"The sensation of being drained has disappeared."

"Everything is back to normal."

"Infinite true essence truly feels infinite."

But the feeling of near exhaustion when True Self excessively drained him remained vivid in his mind.

His eyelids flickered and his heart was agitated for a long time.

"Why are you always blinking so fast? What are you trying to do?"

Annoyed, Li Fan ignored the inheritance options flashing before his eyes. He hurriedly walked to the peak of Jie Li Mountain to relieve his frustration.

"Ha, I've been chasing immortality and freedom all along."

"True Self is both a key to eternal life and a chain."

"I can only truly be free when I completely discard it."

Suddenly, Li Fan recalled his hundred lifetimes spent laying foundations. He realized how wrong he had been.

"My true foundation should not include True Self. It should exclude it entirely, creating my essence from pure self."

"But both paths are equally difficult!"

Li Fan frowned and sat on the peak of Jie Li Mountain for years, watching clouds come and go until he gradually accepted his fate.

"True and False Realms..."

Li Fan pointed at an empty space in front of him. A wooden house appeared out of thin air—neither real nor fake but a blend of both.

He lightly tapped it again to erase it with the "True or False" power, then pondered the difference between these actions.

Over time, Li Fan repeated this process on Jie Li Mountain.

A sudden enlightenment dawned upon him.

"My understanding of True and False Realms is not at the same level."

"Especially after experiencing Senior Zhuang's single-minded erasure of all the saints in one thought."

"The skill with True or False Realms is far superior to that of False or True."

"I can exhaustively erase the influence of behind-the-scenes machinations, but generating such power..."

Li Fan narrowed his eyes and tried to draw a picture on the distant sky.

After several attempts, he put down his hand in resignation. He sighed and concluded: "I cannot do it."

He then pondered further: "Both True and False Realms are two sides of the same coin. But understanding Dao and De is not entirely different; they maintain a certain balance."

"But now, my understanding of True and False Realms has such a significant gap..."

"Seems like True and False Realms are composed of two separate paths."

"True or False, False or True. When True becomes false..."

"True Self."

Li Fan seemed to have discovered something.

But it was all just his conjecture with no concrete evidence.

"Perhaps meeting the Final Sage one last time might clarify some doubts. But..."

"It's meaningless."

"To reach the true answer and unravel everything, I must stand at that height."

"Gods, stars."

A glint flashed in Li Fan's eyes as he regained a desire.

If before, what propelled him to simulate the cycle of life was an elusive pursuit of immortality and freedom, now there was also the instinct to break all chains.

With his experience from the previous life and learning about True Self's "truth," Li Fan's thoughts and actions changed dramatically.

"Even behind-the-scenes machinations can't stop me. And even if I'm powerless, True Self will intervene."

"As Senior Zhuang said, the true and false are always intertwined; there is no hiding or revealing."

"Do what you want to do!"

With this thought, Li Fan made his decision without hesitation—inherit Senior Zhuang's memories!

He sat cross-legged, waiting for the changes in the other side of theHeavenly Robe Jade ring.

Senior Zhuang, who was struggling to recreate the world from behind-the-scenes machinations, had a few emotional fluctuations.

Then, the shadow within theHeavenly Robe Jade ring quietly left and arrived at Xuan Huang World, Great Xuan Small World, on Jie Li Mountain.

"How does it feel to come back to life?" Li Fan asked with a smile.

"Actually... how about dying once?" Senior Zhuang pondered for a moment before giving his answer seriously.

"Not bad."

"A good one! Zhuang really is broad-minded; I can't match him!" Li Fan clapped in praise.

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